the not-so-new update
i just realized that i hadn't posted in like a month. nothing all that new to post really. the job is ok, school kind of sucks, and life, well life is the same as always. having one of those rough pesimitic weekends that everyone is entitled to every now and then. AND i just found a crack in my windsheild....i dono what happened either, but i'm not too happy about it. because i don't know who, if anyone, reads this, its best that i not devulge into the crapiness of my weekend, but today would have been ben's birthday so it wasn't gonna be an easy weekend anyways.
i think somewhere along the way i stopped believing that things would change. i dono if i even believe in the whole "rut" thing.
i gotta get back to macon, i have a ton of work to do for class and now the car thing is stalling it. not my kind of distraction. i think i also need to start researching grad schools again this week...if i ever have time between the classes and work.
EDIT: on a slightly happier note, the upset of the weekend was getting my first (and a nice lil one) paycheck from work. i'm already contemplating how i can spend it...we'll call it "investing"...in some new shoes perhaps?
oh and kaitlyn's bunny scratched the hell outta my arm yesterday too...its gotta be karma. i hit my first lil animal coming home from work the other day. it was a rabbit actually. i was kind of horrified; it was a tramatic experience.
i think somewhere along the way i stopped believing that things would change. i dono if i even believe in the whole "rut" thing.
i gotta get back to macon, i have a ton of work to do for class and now the car thing is stalling it. not my kind of distraction. i think i also need to start researching grad schools again this week...if i ever have time between the classes and work.
EDIT: on a slightly happier note, the upset of the weekend was getting my first (and a nice lil one) paycheck from work. i'm already contemplating how i can spend it...we'll call it "investing"...in some new shoes perhaps?
oh and kaitlyn's bunny scratched the hell outta my arm yesterday too...its gotta be karma. i hit my first lil animal coming home from work the other day. it was a rabbit actually. i was kind of horrified; it was a tramatic experience.