Aug 03, 2005 11:50
hey...welcome to my life. yea that was so gay, but i havent written since june 26th. what was i thinking. My summer has been pretty awesome.
i was working for awhile at phila. trolley works, making a lot of money, but right now i dont have a job and i applied at a few places so im just waiting to hear bak from one.
so wat can i say, my summer has been filled with a lot of crazy ass times with a alot of crazy ass ppl, and rather then trying to talk about each time, im just gonna talk about some of the ppl ive been hangin with this summer.
haha, the 4 muskateers, i love these girls, not a moment goes by that we dont have a good time and laugh about something stupid and have a million inside jokes....weve had plenty of sleepovers and tostinos pizza rolls parties and girls days out....its just been great gettin close with cara, harm and megan.
this summer i got really close to andrew again and i think thats becaz of chris.....even tho me and him arent talking right now, i have a lot to thank chris for, the time i did spend with him this summer was awesome, and he taught me how to play poker, so where would i be with out that. but andrew and i just talk about everything, and we havent been bak to that spot in awhile, hes one of the ppl im glad i got to spend time with this summer.
wat can i say squibb is the man, haha, ive also hung out with him, missy, jess and jenna a lot lately, and whenever i hang with them, i always seem to not be able to stop laughing, we spent a nite on missy's trampoline, went to see the fantastic 4 and last ntie went to a rivershark's game, which was a lot of fun.
Yesterday was one of my favorite days out of the whole summer, i camped out at shanna lee's, and it was needed. i havent hung with her all summer and i missed her, she bought the best damn fish in the world, haha, and we got to hang with joey for a few hours which was a big plus caz i missed him too.
nicky b, dan and megan...o man, crazy ass times in my pool, in megan's house, in dan's house, just everywhere, i love u guys.....we can always havea good time doing nething caz were cool like that, haha. were actually having one of them nites tonite!!!!!!!
Then theres the group that makes me feel most at home, and i love being around them. especially kev, mark, stevie, and meg. haha more crazy ass times at my house. and more scarey ass times....this group has seen so much pain i honestly dont know how we all, or they all get threw it, i really dont. there was the time stevie had to go to the hospital, which i felt was entirely my fault, and then there was the time in the bahas when all we wanted to do was play jailbreak, lol, and there was a stupid fire and someone was even more stupid and threw a can in there...and that was the nite i realzied how close i was to mark and megan and jordan too....matt scared the shit out of us but hes okay. hmm then there was also the time that mark was leaving for cancun, and me and megan met him and kev half way and then walked all the way bak to his house at 1am, and me and kev couldnt stop singing, haha. good times, good times.
ive also gotten closer to ppl ive never thought i would get close to, and hung otu with ppl i neevr thought i would ever like, and met a lot of new ppl, and its just been a great summer, ive def. changed who i was last year and everyones notcied that, some r proud of me and hell im even proud of myself, ive coem a long way and im so proud of my life right now. guard started and im actually having fun, haha, and i mite have a new job soon, so everything is great. plus im going bak to wildwood soon ( i went a few weeks ago with megan and it was FUCKING AWESOME ). Wildwood is my second home <3
threw it all this summer, i knew my friends, the ones who have always been there would stick by me, and they did. threw everything, the pain, the tears, the moments we thought we lost two more of our friends, scarey but real.
Its been 4 months....no one has 4gotten about Kodee....i havent seen him in awhile caz its hard...but i drive by and see him sometimes, i eventually wanna get bak there and bring him flowers or sumthyn. its been a hard 4 months, but weve all gotten threw it.
until next time i guess ........
<3 brittni