apples
libbo sent this to me....
.:*Woman are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree*:.
cute, isn't it? and so true.
anyways, i put this on here b/c i used to be that rotten apple on the ground that guys would always go to. i liked having my random hookups and keeping them a secret for the most part. there was always this wild side to me that was up for anything....but then i also had a side of me that wanted a real relationship. i wanted someone who i could hold hands with and do romantic things with and cuddle with. but i would get scared that i wouldnt be able to stay with one guy tho and i didnt want to hurt anyone....so i never really persued a boyfriend. but in the past two months i have grown up so much. ive realized that i dont have to be drunk to have fun and that i dont need to always hook up with guys. i dunno why it took me so long to realize how dirty all the shit was that i was doing. when i look back at my actions i feel as if i had no respect whatsoever for my self. and i got a really trashy reputation for people who didnt know me. so im determined to change the way i act. and im sure it will be easy since i wont be drinking for a while-so i wont be easily persuaded into things.
.:*Woman are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree*:.
cute, isn't it? and so true.
anyways, i put this on here b/c i used to be that rotten apple on the ground that guys would always go to. i liked having my random hookups and keeping them a secret for the most part. there was always this wild side to me that was up for anything....but then i also had a side of me that wanted a real relationship. i wanted someone who i could hold hands with and do romantic things with and cuddle with. but i would get scared that i wouldnt be able to stay with one guy tho and i didnt want to hurt anyone....so i never really persued a boyfriend. but in the past two months i have grown up so much. ive realized that i dont have to be drunk to have fun and that i dont need to always hook up with guys. i dunno why it took me so long to realize how dirty all the shit was that i was doing. when i look back at my actions i feel as if i had no respect whatsoever for my self. and i got a really trashy reputation for people who didnt know me. so im determined to change the way i act. and im sure it will be easy since i wont be drinking for a while-so i wont be easily persuaded into things.