some update, if anyone cares...and some pics...
1st off, my week was good, weight wise. I lost 1.4 lbs. Im almost back down to 125 again. another tenth of a pound and I'll be set. Ive been feeling really sad and what knot. V-day is coming up and im so hating that! my friends from high school know why. im not gonna explain it to anyone else. every damn time i do, i get really angry and depressed and start to cry. V-day is a wasite of time and money! I've always hated v-day. so sue me ok? lol! im listening to a band I hadnt listened to, in ages..probably since the last time crys and I, hung out! I miss her. I miss all my friends. devan is suppose to come see me, once she gets her car fixed. ive talked to her a couple times, on her cell #. she seems to be doing ok. she's single again. arn't we all. sucks being single! i just feel like its my fault. why cant i be good enough for guys? oh wait..its because guys are too stupid to be all judge-mental about a gal's look. true not all guys are like that, but most are and it pisses me off to no end, but in the end, if they cant see me, for who i am, then fuck them! they arn't worth my time of day. damn it! i know im a good person. fuck those who cant see the real me! im to tghe point now, where i dont give a flying fuck what anyone says or thinks of me. if u cant accept me for who i am - INSIDE AND OUT, then fuck you and the horse u rode in on! :) ^___^, soo...thats about it..later yall!