alone at night
my breathing is laboured right now. must be too much smoking just now.
fancy a health sciences' student doing that.
somehow i wish someone would talk to mi online. nobody is online mostly.
i hav alot of things to do for school. buy books... laptop. i need money. i told them i wanted a laptop, but they ignored mi. so i guess i hav to do that on my own. when i hav the money. which is dunno when. which is dunno when den i can hav the ability to view video files for elearning. abt sch books i also dunno. trying to cut cost by buying the most essential that wont get mi running to library every minute. money matters are full of headache. atama itai !!!!!!!!!!!
i hate okane. very much.
nursing sch sounds very tough. if fail very jia liat. especially if take sponsorship. must return 12000~34000 dollars in one payment. but if i really need money? i hope i will nt drop out again. perhaps the problem with mi is that i hav no interest in studying. i wan to hav a family. i'd be a good mother and excellent wife. dont wan to neglect either husband or kids. i dont mind taking part time jobs to look after my children either.
i'm happy with my O level cert. got a job even without showing them my cert. what kind of fucked up society is this?
i only like blood. i never said i liked skeletons or body parts.
i'm very scared of the world and of pple around mi. i wan to hide far far away...to play with blood bubbles...
fancy a health sciences' student doing that.
somehow i wish someone would talk to mi online. nobody is online mostly.
i hav alot of things to do for school. buy books... laptop. i need money. i told them i wanted a laptop, but they ignored mi. so i guess i hav to do that on my own. when i hav the money. which is dunno when. which is dunno when den i can hav the ability to view video files for elearning. abt sch books i also dunno. trying to cut cost by buying the most essential that wont get mi running to library every minute. money matters are full of headache. atama itai !!!!!!!!!!!
i hate okane. very much.
nursing sch sounds very tough. if fail very jia liat. especially if take sponsorship. must return 12000~34000 dollars in one payment. but if i really need money? i hope i will nt drop out again. perhaps the problem with mi is that i hav no interest in studying. i wan to hav a family. i'd be a good mother and excellent wife. dont wan to neglect either husband or kids. i dont mind taking part time jobs to look after my children either.
i'm happy with my O level cert. got a job even without showing them my cert. what kind of fucked up society is this?
i only like blood. i never said i liked skeletons or body parts.
i'm very scared of the world and of pple around mi. i wan to hide far far away...to play with blood bubbles...