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ahh so me and john peaced like 3 days ago. lol complete waste of timeee but whatevv. i'm kinda glad it happened though.. it made me realise alot of things and i don't really think i liked him as much as i thought i did. i think i was just looking for an escape...
ahh duude last night was alot of funn. i went to a huuge halloween party/bonfire. i wore my cheerleading uniform with my hair in high intense pigtails.. hahaha i was an "airhead" it was sweeeet. loll. got wasted on a school niiiight ;] hahah and i didn't go to school today. i'm actually like sick. i can't breathe out of my nose it's pretty friggen sweet maaeeenn.
ughh i get my SAT scores bak tomorrow. i'm clearly shitting myself. it was my third and LAST time taking them. ahhh! and tomorrow i'm just gonna sit home and finish applying to UCF and Northeastern (as of right now those are the two i want to get out of the way) I would like diieee to go to Boston buut i dano if i can get in. i like pray every night hhaah. david got offered a 4 for 4 for hockey at northeastern actually. he hasn't accepted it yet but i'm soo proud of him. that's amazingg. speaking of david, we had agreed to be friends a few weeks ago and started talking on the phone again. it's made me realise how much i've missed him and i really think we LOVE each other.. he never gave up on me even though i had somebody else. he never gave up. and going through the whole john thing made me realise how special david is to me. we aren't like bak together or anything but i danoo, we'll see what happens with that one. i guess it really all depends on if i get into Northeastern....
yeeahh well i feel like shit. i'm gonna go lay down and wait for david to call and pass the heck out. peeace duudes
ahh duude last night was alot of funn. i went to a huuge halloween party/bonfire. i wore my cheerleading uniform with my hair in high intense pigtails.. hahaha i was an "airhead" it was sweeeet. loll. got wasted on a school niiiight ;] hahah and i didn't go to school today. i'm actually like sick. i can't breathe out of my nose it's pretty friggen sweet maaeeenn.
ughh i get my SAT scores bak tomorrow. i'm clearly shitting myself. it was my third and LAST time taking them. ahhh! and tomorrow i'm just gonna sit home and finish applying to UCF and Northeastern (as of right now those are the two i want to get out of the way) I would like diieee to go to Boston buut i dano if i can get in. i like pray every night hhaah. david got offered a 4 for 4 for hockey at northeastern actually. he hasn't accepted it yet but i'm soo proud of him. that's amazingg. speaking of david, we had agreed to be friends a few weeks ago and started talking on the phone again. it's made me realise how much i've missed him and i really think we LOVE each other.. he never gave up on me even though i had somebody else. he never gave up. and going through the whole john thing made me realise how special david is to me. we aren't like bak together or anything but i danoo, we'll see what happens with that one. i guess it really all depends on if i get into Northeastern....
yeeahh well i feel like shit. i'm gonna go lay down and wait for david to call and pass the heck out. peeace duudes