Jul 19, 2005 18:38
I dont know what to say...today has probly been the most shittyest day ever! I am loosing soo many people that mean sooo much to me! I just wonder why all at once do I loose the most important?!? the guy I thouht I love gone The 2 people in my family I could talk to gone MY FRIENDS IDK im loosing them one by one over some stupid mistake! I now feel alone..and sick all the time...I dont knoe what to do im sooo cunfused and I am not saying i want ANYONE to fele bad for me or help with my problems..I just want my life back..my regular life where yea I had problems but it wasnt soo deep and never hurt this bad...I dunno im just scared of in the end ending up with nohting but reminders of my Beutiful mistake! wow man I really did fuck up...but I cant take it back..this is me and i guess if you dont like it then fine just VEREYONE STOP TALKING BEHIND MY BACK! TELL IT TO MY FACE!
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