Well Christmas was good.. didn't get a lot of things.. but the older you get, the more expensive your presents get.. and we *actually my mom and dad* dont make as much money as they used to.. which is fine, Christmas isnt about the presents anyway right? But all my presents that I got were great =) I don't update this thing much.. I feel like I update my Xanga a little more.. when in reality I just check that one more I think.. feel free to go and read it =) My name over there is SiimplyCrAziie Anywho.. I still havent heard from Brandon.. so I'm giving up.. I don't want to... I really want to be friends with him still.. but it's all on him now.. enough about that, it makes me sad. I'm at work.. loads and loads of fun.. NOT. The office is a mess because the dirty girl worked first shift today.. I hate to see what its going to look like tomorrow.. she works from 7AM to 9PM.. haha should be interesting for the night auditor! Well, I don't have much else to say right now.. later all!
*Yay for surveys*
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? go to college, have a room-mate, make out with someone that wasn't Joey
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn't make any, but I plan on making some this year
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? My friend Beth had a baby on March 16 2004.. little ol Brooklynn Suzanne.. coming in at 1 pound.. poor thing.. but she's huge now haha =)
4. Did anyone close to you die? my grandma
5. What countries did you visit? None
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a new car.. haha..
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? September 27th *the night we played truth or dare in my room at school.. I got kissed by Casey and found out he liked me* September 30th *the day Brandon and I met and became friends* October 2nd *the day we made out* October 3rd *the night I discovered Casey was an ass* October 28th *the day Catherine and I became friends* =) just to name a few.. haha
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? passing first semester of college with a B average
9. What was your biggest failure? hurting people I care about
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? no.. but came close when Allory came down with meningitis! eek
11. What was the best thing you bought? I have no idea really
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? uhm.. I have no idea lol
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? not so much depressed.. but FJ's.. haha
14. Where did most of your money go? fast food restaraunts from all the trips with the girlies from school *haha* presents, and gas
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? the trip to FLA with my mom and Kate *ohhh so many memories.. too many to list!* my birthday *because of the shirt I made.. got me 25 kisses! HeeHee!* and Christmas!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? Blurry by Puddle of Mudd and Over and Over by Nelly and Tim McGraw
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? sadder.. only because I miss everyone from school right now.. its the same otherwise
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? making more friends sooner, going out and socializing more and keeping more in touch with some of my friends from high school and be more of myself
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? staying in my room instead of going out at night, not talking to people because I was afraid of hurting Joey when we were on a break, not being myself
20. How will you be spending Christmas? I spent it by waking up at 8 AM to open presents, then had breakfast with my mom, dad and brother, then watched SpiderMan 2, took a nap, had dinner and hung out with Joey =)
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? Actually, I fell back into love.. some mistakes made me realize what was right under my nose the entire time =D
22. How many one-night stands? zero thank you.. I don't sleep around
23. What was your favorite TV program? MotorMouth.. haha.. Animal Planet.. no way.. dear lord I'm sick of that.. damn Allory .. haha
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Not hate no.. strongly dislike and want to give them a large portion of my mind.. yes.
25. What was the best book you read? haha, I didn't read a book =)
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? that I like rap and hip hop more than I thought.. and that singing at the top of your lungs with your windows open while dancing around crazily in shorts and a sports bra while fun, isnt such a great idea when you live on the first floor of a girls dorm and your window faces a parking lot that connects to the guys dorm=D Heehee
27. What did you want and get? a good room-mate, decent grades and Joey back =)
28. What did you want and not get? a new car
29. What was your favourite film of this year? probably The Notebook
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? turned the big 1-9, wore a shirt around campus saying on the front "Kiss Me.. its my birthday!" and on the back it said "19 down.. 2 to go!" HeeHee.. had some cookie/cake *those big chocolate chip cookies with icing* in my room with my friends, went to classes, and went out to dinner @ Olive Garden with my mom, dad and Joey.
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Not getting my heart stepped on and bruised, even though it all turned out in the end.. could have done without all the tears and pain that shit caused
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? HA. comfortable jeans, sweatpants, t-shirts, tank tops and hoodies all the way =)
33. What kept you sane? my girlies!
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? the same ones I always fancy.. Johnny Depp and Josh Hartnett.. *swoon*
35. What political issue stirred you the most? The election.. I just hate politics... haha
36. Who did you miss? my 3 bestest friends in the entire world- Stacey*even though we've hung out some* Kate and Chaddy
37. Who was the best new person you met? definetly Catherine
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: Be yourself. Don't let others or their opinions run how you want to live your life and how you want to spend your time. Don't let someone be your priority, while you remain their option. Have fun with what you do.. remember, if you obey all the rules.. you miss all the fun
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I don't need permission, make my own decisions, that's my prerogative"
"Everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake. And everybody's empty and everything is so messed up. Pre-occupied without you, I can-not live at all. My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl.. I could be your someone, I could be your scene. You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene. I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are.. theres oceans inbetween us, but thats not very far"