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hey guys well today completely sucked...so i wake up my dad nd he wus lyk im not takin u now so i had to go to skewl at 7:15 well then i wus already down nd mad nd then gaby strted yellin at me nd i wus lyk god... y is urrythin goin rong nd then shes lyk listen duni everywun is tlkin bout u [ [which i already knew i dunt needa be reminded] ] so i started ballin nd hu wus there for me caroline.. not my so called "best friends" heather wus there..kevin wus there .. smurf wus there people that i wanna thank so much cuz they're the ones i needed to realize wuts goin on .. so by this point i dnt even knw hu wus mad at me or not... so then in drama i cheered up a lil we started dancin nd stuff [ [chicken dance, macarena, one two step nd sum otha stuff thurr] ] well then i went to math nd my mom called me nd left a message sayin i cudnt do the show todaynd i almost passed out wen i heard it fo real.. i wus in the bathroom nd as soon as i heard that shit i wus lyk fallin baqk nd shit.. well then i went to lunch nd on the way out i strted tlkin to gaby nd urrythin is good with her she made me feel a lil betta cuz she wus like im sorry its just i dnt ike that people r tlkin bout u nd stuff nd she wants me to do sumthin bout it but the thing is i dunt even knw hu the people r lyk i knw sum of the people nd it really hurts i didnt expect it frum them...well then i saw nik on the way out nd he saw i had been cryin nd he demanded me to tell him [ [ i luv that kid ] ] so he wus thurr makin me feel betta then i went to gib drea the book nd she wus with meli nd kerry so i gave it to her nd walked baqk to the people hu r obviously my real friends...so then drea came nd i tol her wut happened nd then i went to PE.. nd i chilled with gaby nd then i came home nd called meli to tell her tht i wusnt gunna be able to do the show nd she took it out on me lyk i wanted to quit... im sorry meli it wusnt my fuqkin fault nd wen u treat me lyk tht ur not gunna get nuthin outta me...so then i went to sleep cuz i hadda stop thinkin bout how bad things r goin.. i dunt even knw where it all went rong it happened so quik ya knw.. but hey i learned sumthin fron this... i learned hu my REAL friends REALLY are thanx to the followind people...caroline, heather, chelsey, kevin, gonzalo, smurf, nik, gaby, drea nd thts bout the only people hu were there for me today thank you guys.. i will love you forever!