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Jul 14, 2002 17:08

aw guyz i`m so sadd =[ .. my moms is really really sick + i`m scared that something is gonna happen to her .. her mom died when she was around 13 so i dOn`t know .. i don`t want that to happen to her .. even though sometimes she gets on my nerves sometimes, i know that sHe`z just doiin whatz best fOr me. =/

we`re having money problems toO. my dad`z unemployment is running out and he hasn`t found a job yett .. i feel selfish cause all the bills we gOt are partially my fault .. like since i wanted to go to bga, in august alone, they hafta pay i think over $3000 and then again in january. =[ and i keEp asking for stuff and i knOw its not helping .. and i also gOt loads of doctor appointments[like 5 or 6] this month + next and i dunNo how we are gonna handle that .. i wanna get a job and try to help out but i`m only 14 and i dOn`t know if anyone is gonna hire me .. =[

i gOt tonz of shiit to do this weEk but i don`t know what`s gonna happen since so much shit is going down .. =p ahH and omg i have this huge like 3inch long cut on the inside part of my thigh and it hurtz like a b!tch !! life suckz.
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