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All I got to say is there are some nosey ass people!!! But ITS OK I’m let them think what they want and drive themselves crazy when they see what REALLY happened in the end! And I want all you nosey people to know, I’m happy, no I’m ecstatic, no I’m thrilled... no.... I’m, I’m EXCENTRIC! I know you want the worst for me; I know you want me to die in misery. Oh you would be thrilled to see me crumble, wouldn’t it make your day! But honest, straight from the deepest part of my heart, there is no word I can think of to express how I am, how fantastic life is! As much as I thought Jeremy was the one, he would be the one I would spend the rest of my life with… I look back and just think it is CRAZY how unexpectedly things change for the better! How much more to life there is out there! How much more happier you can be! I seriously thought he was THE one, but I was wrong. I was soooo wrong. I knew all along, in my heart; who my heart belonged to. Why I wasted so much time with all the loser’s I was with, I don’t know, I think it was comfort I needed, and I wanted Jayden to have a dad. And I thought, maybe I would never get what I longed for. Maybe God doesn’t want it to be… so I settled for second best.
God answers prayers… and sometimes he does it in the most shocking ways you could think of! And I waited so long for him to answer my prayer! And BAM surprisingly, everything I ever wanted, needed is right in front of my face! Years and years and YEARS of prayers! Of crying, of screaming torture inside balling to God please!!! Even though it wasn’t happening when I wanted it to happen, it was a major learning experience. And I will teach Jayden everything I learned along the way. Boy do I have the perfect story to tell Jayden when he gets older. Everything is clear as day to me now.
You may hurt people along the way, but what’s right is right. And ALWAYS follow your heart. ALWAYS.
I will conclude this with, what’s meant to be will always find a way….
God answers prayers… and sometimes he does it in the most shocking ways you could think of! And I waited so long for him to answer my prayer! And BAM surprisingly, everything I ever wanted, needed is right in front of my face! Years and years and YEARS of prayers! Of crying, of screaming torture inside balling to God please!!! Even though it wasn’t happening when I wanted it to happen, it was a major learning experience. And I will teach Jayden everything I learned along the way. Boy do I have the perfect story to tell Jayden when he gets older. Everything is clear as day to me now.
You may hurt people along the way, but what’s right is right. And ALWAYS follow your heart. ALWAYS.
I will conclude this with, what’s meant to be will always find a way….