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This winter break kinda sucks so far. I feel like I actually haven't had a real break yet. I've been stressing out about my practicum all winter break because the places I call don't call me back and if I don't get a place by jan 5th (first day of school) then I have to drop the practicum class and then I will be one quarter behind. I'm just so tired of school, I went all last year (obviously) and all summer and now even during winter break I can't seem to get away from it. I just have this nervous feeling all the time about my practicum because no place seems to be accepting students. Everyone keeps telling me that I'l get on someplace, who wouldn't want someone to work 14 hours a week for free. But it's not like working for free since I wont know anything that I'm doing and I'll have to have someone teaching me. I got a call back from the Clermont Counseling Center christmas eve and I left a message with someone else there that day, so now I'm sitting around all day till work because I don't want to go anywhere cause I'm afraid I'll miss the call. All the while I'm stressing out and just thinking that it'll be just my luck to not find a place in time and have to drop the class. Ahh this just sucks so much, I just want to not have to think about school for just a little bit and just be able to have fun. I wish I didn't work 40 hours a week and I could just have a whole day ahead of me with nothing to do more than 2 days a week.