so sick
so tired.
i think i work too hard and do too much for everyone.
my cousin is here from panama. my day yesterday went like this.
6:am - deal with eddie getting ready for work
6:15 - get yelled at by eddie cos he can't find fucking socks, even tho i clearly organized them all in the top drawer of our dresser.
6:30 - try to go back to bed- but my head hurt so much ic ouldnt. so i watched the news till 745
left home for the office at 8:15
got to work
got stressed out by clients that are crazy and stopped by the office to be jerks to someone that wasnt here so they were jerks to me instead.
12:30 left office
12: 45 arrive home-change clothes, fix hair( unhappy with it )
1- leave house to take cousin to best buy in palm desert( i ihate best buy and seriously 3 hours there SERIOUSLY)
4- finally leave best buy
5-730 - shopping at mall.
730-10- redlands/ cousin wantedt o see orlando and homer/
10:30 get home drop off homer /and george ( cousin)
10:30-11:15 tried to make some stupid fucking copies for eddie at albertsons cos he needed them this morning
11:17 get home and eddie says "oh i was gonna tell u that u could have waited and done those tomorrow"
11:30 take a shower because thats the only place i can cry from exhaustion without anyone bugging me or wondering y i am cryng and then saying i am stupid for crying cos im tired of doing everything.........
this is my everday life and i have to hcange it. i have to stop putting myself out there doing everything for everyone and not even being appreciated for it. oh well. no one cares. and nothing will change. maybe i should just move out and live alone.
done it b4. not so bad.
..........chris.
i think i work too hard and do too much for everyone.
my cousin is here from panama. my day yesterday went like this.
6:am - deal with eddie getting ready for work
6:15 - get yelled at by eddie cos he can't find fucking socks, even tho i clearly organized them all in the top drawer of our dresser.
6:30 - try to go back to bed- but my head hurt so much ic ouldnt. so i watched the news till 745
left home for the office at 8:15
got to work
got stressed out by clients that are crazy and stopped by the office to be jerks to someone that wasnt here so they were jerks to me instead.
12:30 left office
12: 45 arrive home-change clothes, fix hair( unhappy with it )
1- leave house to take cousin to best buy in palm desert( i ihate best buy and seriously 3 hours there SERIOUSLY)
4- finally leave best buy
5-730 - shopping at mall.
730-10- redlands/ cousin wantedt o see orlando and homer/
10:30 get home drop off homer /and george ( cousin)
10:30-11:15 tried to make some stupid fucking copies for eddie at albertsons cos he needed them this morning
11:17 get home and eddie says "oh i was gonna tell u that u could have waited and done those tomorrow"
11:30 take a shower because thats the only place i can cry from exhaustion without anyone bugging me or wondering y i am cryng and then saying i am stupid for crying cos im tired of doing everything.........
this is my everday life and i have to hcange it. i have to stop putting myself out there doing everything for everyone and not even being appreciated for it. oh well. no one cares. and nothing will change. maybe i should just move out and live alone.
done it b4. not so bad.
..........chris.