Not going...
It is offical
now.. I am not going to PROM!! An as much as I want to go.. it is not
going to happen. And it sucks cause I already have my dress and
everything.. and I can't even find a damn date to PROM! That just
proves how ugly I am.. that nobody wants to go with me. Dustin told me
today that he got asked by a girl named Ashley.. and then he had the
guts to ask a girl to give it to me.. and it was written by a girl..
cause it wasn't in is handwritting. So, I am very pissed right now. And
I don't really know what to say. Cause I really did want to go with
Dustin.. he was the one I was suppoused to go with in the first place..
but then he told me that he was moving that weekend so I said, so now
you can't go with me.. and he said ok.. and by that time I had already
asked my friend Jamie.. who by the way, is majorly pissing me off. An
then on Monday he tells me that he is not moving anymore and can still
come to PROM with me.. so I am thinking.. shit.. why did I have to
ask Jamie if she would be my date for PROM? But she is still not
going with me and he is still not going with me.. so, I'm not going at
all. I kind of want to ask my cousin to go with me.. but you
know.. somebody might here that I took my cousin to PROM with me and
they might start to make fun of me. Or him for that matter.. and I
don't want that to happen at all. That would be really cool if my
cousin did go with me.. cause you know.. my cousin is cool like that.
But I don't know. I still have to run the idea past my mom and then ask
my cousin.. and then he might not even want to go. So, whats the point
of even asking. Cause in the end.. I am just going to get stood up.
WHATS THE POINT!?!?!?!?
I know Lindsey is going to tell me something.. I think she is even going to try and find me a date.. but I still don't know if i want to go with somebody that I don't even know.. hell, i know the guy is not going to be from my school. I don't know. I really badly to want to go to PROM, but I don't know. It all depends I guess.
I went with my aunt yesterday to get the stuf for my PROM dress that Ginny young royally fucked up on.. and my aunt said that it can be saved!!!! Which is really good because I liked the dress before she stared messing with it.. but I know that I am going to like it alot better after she finishes it. Cause my aunt is really smart when it comes to making stuff. but I do know that she can make a very pretty dress. She made my older sister's bridesmaid dresses for her wedding.. they looked very lovely. I knew I should have gotten my aunt to make the dress from the start.. now it is only like less than a month before PROM and my aunt it fixing my dress for me.. but that's alright with me. Cause I know that is is going to look lovely!
Well, my birthday is on FIRDAY!!!! I can't wait.. even though I have no idea what I am going to be doing for my birthday! Maybe I might just go out to eat with my family. That would be good right?
Anyways, I better go now.
Love,
Jessica Kay
WHATS THE POINT!?!?!?!?
I know Lindsey is going to tell me something.. I think she is even going to try and find me a date.. but I still don't know if i want to go with somebody that I don't even know.. hell, i know the guy is not going to be from my school. I don't know. I really badly to want to go to PROM, but I don't know. It all depends I guess.
I went with my aunt yesterday to get the stuf for my PROM dress that Ginny young royally fucked up on.. and my aunt said that it can be saved!!!! Which is really good because I liked the dress before she stared messing with it.. but I know that I am going to like it alot better after she finishes it. Cause my aunt is really smart when it comes to making stuff. but I do know that she can make a very pretty dress. She made my older sister's bridesmaid dresses for her wedding.. they looked very lovely. I knew I should have gotten my aunt to make the dress from the start.. now it is only like less than a month before PROM and my aunt it fixing my dress for me.. but that's alright with me. Cause I know that is is going to look lovely!
Well, my birthday is on FIRDAY!!!! I can't wait.. even though I have no idea what I am going to be doing for my birthday! Maybe I might just go out to eat with my family. That would be good right?
Anyways, I better go now.
Love,
Jessica Kay