May 09, 2014 10:54
So, I moved to Iowa with my boyfriend at the end of March. Sometimes I feel like I made a big mistake. I was pregnant when we moved here. But not long after we got here I suffered a miscarriage. It tore me to pieces. But i had to stay strong, cause all of my family and friends were back in Texas. I felt so alone. I still do. And that's mostly cause my boyfriend has seemed to change. Some of the time I feel like I don't know who he is anymore. other times i see glimpses of who I first met back in Texas. I love him don't get me wrong. Just feel like he is pushing me away most of the time.
Well i need to get going, going to try and write more..
Peace,
Jessica Kay