May 06, 2011 11:09
Sometimes I wish people could just tap into my thoughts and find out whats really going on in my mind. At least then i wouldnt have to put into words all the things i really want to say and do. cause then that person or people would know whats going on.. why i have trouble saying things i want to say.. which leave me with the question..
what do you do when you have so much you want to say... and you can't. Cause it will all, in different ways, hurt many different people.. What do you do? Do you keep it all bottled up? Or do you let it go at the risk of losing all the people you love?! Somebody please help me with this. Cause I feel like im dieing a slow death of bottled up emotions and words. Its Killing me! I dont want to lose anybody. But if it needs to come out it needs to come out.. argh!!! Its difficult to think about.
So i guess i will keep my mouth shut and try and do the best i can with everything that is floating around on my mind. Till the day i die i guess..
Love ya,
Jessica Kay!