Emoticons
[color=violet] [b] There are so many things going thro my head at the moment that I dont know what to do about them all. I feel like i need to talk to sombody.To like get them all out you knw? But its like i cant. Cause there my things.. and nobody else. I know i need help sorting thro them all. And the fact that whatever happens to me hurts my girlfriend. And I dont want that at all. But how can i work around it if i feel like i cant talk to her?!?! Does that make me a bad person? Knowing that I cant fully trust my girlfriend?I know i need to. But I just cant. Do I tell her that i dont trust her? Or do i just let her think that i do? Im confused.[/color]
[color=green] [/b] One other thing is the constant need of having to move out of my house. With the lack of money and everything its hard. And of course the need to get a new cell phone.. when my father wants to shut mine off cause im an inconvince to him. But as i told him. He wont have to worry about my phone for much longer. Cause in the end. Its just gonna get shut off. Like everything else in my life... but i guess that is just how life is... to a point i guess. Does it ever change? Does it ever get better? Who knows what happens. I wish i did. [/color]
[color=green] [/b] One other thing is the constant need of having to move out of my house. With the lack of money and everything its hard. And of course the need to get a new cell phone.. when my father wants to shut mine off cause im an inconvince to him. But as i told him. He wont have to worry about my phone for much longer. Cause in the end. Its just gonna get shut off. Like everything else in my life... but i guess that is just how life is... to a point i guess. Does it ever change? Does it ever get better? Who knows what happens. I wish i did. [/color]