Trying times..
I don't know how much more of anything I can take. It's
like everything I do isn't good enough. And i just get yelled at all
the time. I can't stand it anymore. I need to get out of this HELL! I
can't even get a freaking soda without getting yelled at. How messed up
is that? It's very messed up, thats what it is. And then I was
told that I couldn't keep my radio against that wall that it has been
on for the longest time. BECUASE my PREGNANT sister doesn't want to hear my radio. Like her radio is never up that load! ARRRGGGH!
I swear, I have no idea what I am going to do. I can't stand it
anymore. I need to get out of this place. But how is the question.
Maybe I will leave with Jennifer and Chris when they get to my house on
Friday. That would be cool.. riiiight. Well see.
I have been helping out in the library the last 3 days.. or maybe 2 days. I'm not sure. I don't really care right now. I really do need to talk to the librarian about working there and actually getting paid to to work there. I wonder what she would say. I know they like me there. I have been going there for a long time now. So, I think it would be kinda cool to have a job at the library. I would really like to have that job.. then I could quit the theater. I am really starting to hate working at the theater. There are alot of people there that I really don't talk to. And nobody really does talk to me.. so it doesn't really matter that much if I was to quit. Even though my mom really does want me to quit and work at Wal-Mart. But I don't want to work there.. I want to work at the library.
But anyways, I think I am going to leave now..
I have alot to think about..
Love Always,
Jessica Kay
I have been helping out in the library the last 3 days.. or maybe 2 days. I'm not sure. I don't really care right now. I really do need to talk to the librarian about working there and actually getting paid to to work there. I wonder what she would say. I know they like me there. I have been going there for a long time now. So, I think it would be kinda cool to have a job at the library. I would really like to have that job.. then I could quit the theater. I am really starting to hate working at the theater. There are alot of people there that I really don't talk to. And nobody really does talk to me.. so it doesn't really matter that much if I was to quit. Even though my mom really does want me to quit and work at Wal-Mart. But I don't want to work there.. I want to work at the library.
But anyways, I think I am going to leave now..
I have alot to think about..
Love Always,
Jessica Kay