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Hey there....life is so so....i don't know. I guess you could say my life is going good but it's not what i prefer. Yeah i guess that is the word. Prefer. Have you ever had that where things are really great but you aren't happy? Well that's how i feel. I am not really happy. That may seem selfish but that is how i really truly feel. It is amazing how i can just sit here and type down my thoughts and feelings from deep down inside. At times, i find that hard to do. But tonight, i guess it's easy. It's probably because i have been feeling like this for quite sometime now and there is really nothing i can do about it except let it happen. Life goes on. Whether you are happy or not. Whether you want it to or not. Whether you are ready or not. That's the tough part. The next, is pretending nothing is wrong. When there is. And you can't tell anybody because they cannot possibly listen to all you have to say. Word for word. Tear for tear. No. Well i thought i'd update this since it has been a while. This is what was on my mind so i just typed it.