Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
I guess I should kinda update everyday-- Just so I can remember everything I do.
But I don't so basically I suck
Either way, life's been pretty good lately. Work's been crazy.. It's so busy in the summer- Blah
Today I worked with Kevin who's new. He's really nice but since he's new he doesn't really do stuff unless I ask him to. So that was a little hectic but he did really good none the less. Either way we made like a million sandwhiches and almost ran out of bread, so I had to make a million more. Yuck.
And I'm VERY nervous about my driving test.. which is in 8 days.
I'm taking it in Westerly and I heard the guy was really mean.. Scarrry- hopefully I don't do anything stupid
I finally started saving my money for insurance and a car, $3,000 later. Anyone wanna lend me some?
ha.
By the way, I love my Matt!
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying
And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them
But I don't so basically I suck
Either way, life's been pretty good lately. Work's been crazy.. It's so busy in the summer- Blah
Today I worked with Kevin who's new. He's really nice but since he's new he doesn't really do stuff unless I ask him to. So that was a little hectic but he did really good none the less. Either way we made like a million sandwhiches and almost ran out of bread, so I had to make a million more. Yuck.
And I'm VERY nervous about my driving test.. which is in 8 days.
I'm taking it in Westerly and I heard the guy was really mean.. Scarrry- hopefully I don't do anything stupid
I finally started saving my money for insurance and a car, $3,000 later. Anyone wanna lend me some?
ha.
By the way, I love my Matt!
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying
And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them