On the verge of a new era

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 So, I wanna update myself. I want to revolutionize myself. On the verge of something new here... there is something out there that I no longer am. I think that is what is keeping my mind so preoccupied these past couple of months... trying to be the way I "was." The fact of reality is that I'm "me" today. I need to like me... well actually I do like this new me but I feel guilty for liking the new me... I don't know if that makes any sense. I found this new appreciation for my sense of humor & weirdness thanks to a certain someone. It's funny how life plays out... in that sense. I'm talking in ambiguous words and phrases because I'm semi-private. ;)

Anyway, if you're with someone and you find yourself wanting to change them, then maybe you shouldn't be with them. But if your with someone & freakin' enjoy them to death... that's just awesome! :D I just need to incorporate other things & I'll be fine. I'm really loving life presently & I'm all good. Ummmm... just got over the flu (not the swine flu thank God), so I'm feeling very appreciative of health & life. Uuuuh. Finally, I have established that I need a vacation from my vacation so that I can have a non-vacation. Yup!

P.S. Screw you swine flu.

[imported from facebook]