One day I will not be materialistic

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 So, why not Gandhi? I mentioned him the other day... I think I like him because he did something I could not imagine doing. He was wealthy but gave up all his material possessions in order to self-actualize (well unknowingly self-actualize I would imagine). Hmmm... as I sit here sipping wine... listening to my sister talk about Judaism... I feel the urge to find something I want. I have always liked being Roman Catholic... but the truth is that I'm Catholic by default. I want to be something I decide to be. I mean, everything goes & I'll probably end up being Catholic in the end but I want to do my homework. It'll probably take up a lot of time researching everything. Uuuh. I am spiritually satisfied... so I'm fine for now. I guess I'm just sad my sister won't be joining us for weekly mass... hmmm. I wonder why I feel this way. Well, she's a risk taker... I really like that about her. Everyone has to be their own person and live their own life.

Anyway, I'm speaking from the core of my heart. I will find my spiritual ground. Time is a factor and I don't have much of that. Perhaps after my Ph.D.

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