Finals finals finals

May 13, 2009 17:48

So, this semester has not been my best academic-wise. Hmmm. I don't care. I know that I will suffer the consequences later but there is nothing to do about it now. Why stress? Just learn from my mistakes and don't let it happen again. I have undergone certain changes this semester and I want to embrace all of them. I mean, I am a good student but I just need to prioritize.

Work on the following:

1) Having a schedule & sticking to it.
2) Waking up early to have a productive day
3) Not spending so deliberately and irresponsibly (I've gotten better but there is room for improvement)

This semester has reached its finale... and my finale is what I have come to expect. I laaaave my life. Indeed, I am here at Al-Zaituna with Azucena & Carlos. Good food I tell you. He he he... how would have the little 15 year old Isa that first opened this account known that I'd have my own MacBook to write from. I wonder where I'll be writing from five years from now.

I guess I'll provide the 411:

Of course my family is still my family. My sister is finishing up her M.S. in Economics this summer & she will be entering the Ph.D. program in University of Deleware... where she will study Developmental Economics and Internation Trade. I'm so proud of her!!! Rudy... my wittle bwoder... is a junior at Eastwood High School.. aw. He will graduate next May!!! We've all grown so fast. He's like past what I was when I first opened this livejournal... I was a sophomore in high school... I was 15!!! Child. Ha ha ... ay ay. Oh yeah and he is drum line because he is very instramental. :D My parents... they continue to be awesome. As I grow I learn to appreciate and love them more... well I've always loved them but now I'm maturing... so hopefully it's less selfish. Ummm... still working on being a better daughter. Never ending struggle. It's difficult to be a selfless daughter when parents are selfless... it's like... I'm a parasite or something. :o ha ha ha.. The point is that I'm trying. ;)

I am currently still best amigas with Vanessa & Sabrina... they are the loves of my life. They will be my bridemaids fo sho. :D Both of them are at UTEP with me. Although we are not with each other 24/7 like in high school... we are still as good as ever. We are unconditional friends. One of us may astray but we are still there for one another in the end. I'm certain they have my back & I definitely have theirs. Vanessa is majoring in History & minoring in Political Science. Sabrina is like me... Psychology with a minor in Biology. How good of us. :D

Something that seems to be everchaning in my life seems to be "love." Well, I've found a person that makes me feel amazing in every way. He is someone I feel I can relate to and someone I care to place an effort for. I read pervious entries about my boyfreinds... I cound't help but laugh. My outlook on love was so innocent and naive. I feel that my relationship with Shayne is mature. We are two peas in a pod... we acknowledge it & love it. :D He is a great addition to my life. He makes me happy... from day one I knew that the risk I had to take to get here today would be worth the drama I had to undertake. We've been together about two months... but it feels like longer. Longer in the sense that I feel that I know him so well & that I'm so comfortable. I trust him with all I have. That makes me glad. Anyway, previous heartbreaks from the past have lead me here today. Have lead me to this relationship. I am me now because of what I've experience. I am thankful for the good times & the bad times too.
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