Jul 22, 2005 23:47
well lets see.
today, well it was kinda dumb. i really wanna become friends with this kid, and its not like me to hold back, oh what to do.
annd. all day, no matter what i eat//drink, i feel wicked sick right after. so yeah, woohoo for me going to be an anorexic for a bit, or at least till my stomach feels better. i hate being sick
you see, today i was like, wicked sad. and, i dont even know why to tell you the truth. i mean, i told people a reason, i think i made it up.
is it wrong to miss things so much that it could possibly make you sick physically? that might be whats happening. i miss so much. more then enough to list.
oh, and christine, you are amazing and i love you. i need to meet you. so yeah. come friday and i'll see if i can go.
jess is currently in my room watching teevee, and i think i might join her because i need sleep for once this week. if i'm not eating, the least i can do is sleep. we both woke up before 7 today without my moms help. wow we are amazing sometimes. considering i went to bed at like 1 or 2 this morning. but then i fell asleep at summer splash.
goodnight everyone. i'll update more tomorrow. sorry i'm in such a bad mood.