it will all be ::okay::
so I could lie like I have been everyday at school but I'm not going to. I'm tired of putting on this fake little smile and pretneding it's all okay..because I don't even know if it ever will be. Some of you know what I'm talking about and others don't. The thing is your someone I need right now in my life if you know what I'm talking about.
I feel soo lost with everything, like it's alll a dream and I'm going to wake up. But i can't wake up and I don't know what to do. I walk around in this fog helping everyone else when I can't even help myself. But how can you when you're never going to have your best friend ever again.
Normal thing at where we can't go through an hour without fighting, but whatever I'm done caring. Its sad when the best part of your day is the first 10 min when you wake up because it's a new day and nobody's able to ruin it yet. And its those long nights of crying yourself to sleep hopeing someone can help because you've lost all hope...
maybe you'll care like i cared for you...
love to all..
I feel soo lost with everything, like it's alll a dream and I'm going to wake up. But i can't wake up and I don't know what to do. I walk around in this fog helping everyone else when I can't even help myself. But how can you when you're never going to have your best friend ever again.
Normal thing at where we can't go through an hour without fighting, but whatever I'm done caring. Its sad when the best part of your day is the first 10 min when you wake up because it's a new day and nobody's able to ruin it yet. And its those long nights of crying yourself to sleep hopeing someone can help because you've lost all hope...
maybe you'll care like i cared for you...
love to all..