Apr 10, 2005 12:18
Well Friday I went over to Rochelles and then she ended up spending the night at my house, and well it was fun. LoL it was our usual weekend thing but this time no guys which was better because they're pissing us off. Then Satuarday I didn't really do anything much till later that night but I had fun. And well now its Sunday and I HAVE to get out of my house. My family pisses me off soo much. We just don't get along and its fine they don't like me and i don't like them but well I guess thats how everythings going for me.
I really tired of people saying they care when seriously they don't. It's really starting to piss me off. Like they're there for me when they feel like it. But then i always feel like I'm such a bother to them, cause i really I don't matter to them. I'm just REALLY hoping things get better soon.
Things are really hard right now because I can't seem to forget about this one person. I thought I was doing fine but then Friday I was telling someone somethings and memories just started coming back and I didn't realize how much I really miss you. The truth is I almost need to hear your voice everyday telling me everthing is going to be okay. I need you. Your the one person I know that will always be there for me.
love to all..