Oct 24, 2013 18:01
You know, I don't want them to come with you. I barely get to see you and those rare times I get with you, they mean a lot to me. Because they get to see you all the time. And I don't. I know you said that, basically you're going to invite them to hang out with us, but they...they are such losers. They are. I mean you take them out on their anniversary, you take them and their kids to go have fun, like golf, eat, places...and they are a couple but they both rely on you to when you take them out... I mean what do they do for you. Do theygot your back, can you honestly say, you can rely on them. I don't want to surround myself around those kind of people. And I don't want those kind of people around me. The ones who leech off others. No.
Yeah, I am Jealous, because they get more time with you, yes I am jealous that you take them out. You probably take then out more than your girlfriend, which is me. And you do hang out with them more than me, your girlfriend. How are you going to ask me if they can come with you to visit me. First off, I don't mind if they cone to hang out in Tulsa and explore this place. I don't mind. But you know damn well, these people ain't driving their own car, so you know damn well that when we go out and about on our own business, these people are gonna want to tag along. And then I'm Gonna tag a Longs who I don't want around, because I know damn well that you are going to buy their dinner and all that shit. Then I'll just feel sorry and pay for my own. You know I wouldn't mind if they were thoughtful and took their own ride, so they can do their own thing most of the time. But if you want a friend trip down here then fuck it, have them stay with you in your hotel room to save money and I'll just come by to hang for a minute or two, or I'll just meet you up for dinner and a minute hang out. Then you could go on and do things with them. Show then around and drive then around, because, they ain't gonna have their own car and they ain't gonna stay in they hotel all weekend.
So stupid, they told you they wouldn't bother us?! Shit, every where we go they're Gonna want to go too. And that SURE will bother me that I won't get not get enough alone time with you. DID YOU NOT THINK THIS OUT THOROUGHLY, BEFORE YOU ASKED ME?!!? no, you didn't...that makes me sad...you didn't think about how we barely get alone time together, you didn't think about how you and I only get two FUCKING times of the month to be with each other...
I'm mad and sad. Sometimes you do these things that makes me feel like you don't Love me more than you say... Its me who loves you more. It is me who loves you so fucking more. You can't beat me, because I already beat you. YOU'RE BEATEN!
Maybe I'm just selfish and I want you to myself, tell me, what's wrong with that.
But, you know what, if you want them to come so bad, go ahead bring them. I'll tell you right now, y'all can share a room. You, you're friend and his girl and their kids. And you can take them site seeing in Tulsa and I'll just catch you for lunch or dinner in my own ride. And then I'll just have a short alone time with you and be on my way. Its fine, I know now...I'm not number one on your list.
I was a fool to think I could ever be.
Do whatever you want because that's what you do any way...
I'm done