May 06, 2004 03:49
Yes, well, it seems as if I have been somehow convinced to start partaking in this thing Louis informs me is the 'internet.' Frankly, I have no need for it, really, as 'chatting' with people whom I do not know seems a bit absurd. As it stands, I suppose it will be good to have a place to write down my frustrations and the like, without having to worry about anyone stifling me or burning them in the fireplace.
I suppose, should anyone decide they wish to read this, I should explain a few things. Obviously, I am no longer the child that I once was. No, I very much died that night in the well, unfortunately. However, as it stands, it seems Lestat did not wish to allow my sleeping soul to lie. He and Louis apparently had a rather long discussion about this, and have resurrected me into a new body. I am now a woman. I really don't know whether to be thankful or to hurt someone terribly.
As it stands, I am no longer mortal, either. Just a few eves ago, Lestat turned me immortal once again. He originally planned to have Louis do it, but he gave me some long winded reason as to why he decided it should be his job. I think it was mostly selfish reasons, to be honest. Had Louis turned me, the two of us would have had a connection too deep for Lestat to ever even dream about penetrating.
Of course, and I'm sure he'll read this, but I shall continue anyway...I fear him. Lestat, I mean. He told me, in no uncertain terms, that if I were to go against him, he will assure pain most excruciating for me. Be it death or separation from my dear Louis, I do not know, but I shall not risk it either way. Life without my Dark Angel would be unworth it. I truly do not know what I would do if he were snatched away from me.
Unfortunately, the dawn is rapidly approaching. I must slip off before the sun peaks over the horizon.
-Claudia