Well what can I say....
Ok so I haven't been on much lately. Alright, so I haven't been on at all in a while. I've been so busy with school and motherly duties and FFXI. I have slowed down on the game though. I decided not to play as much. The funny thing is, when I cut out the playing, my grades went down. Go figure. I am doing ok. Alot better since the last time I wrote. My husband is treating me with more respect although he is falling into the going out all the time pattern again. Oh well, it gets him outta my hair for the time being. I went to therapy and it didn't seem to help me much. I just talked about things I already know and what the result should be. I feel I wasted my time. I think part of the reason is because I wasn't letting myself get helped. Anyways, I will try to be on more often now that I am taking the summer off of school. I will be going to OK in July for 3 weeks. I have a stop in Pheonix, AZ with an almost 2 hr wait between flights. In August I am going to Idaho to visit my dad. Man, my mom moves to OK and my dad moves to Idaho, what next? I am surrounded by my husband's family and my family leaves me. That sux. Oh well, what can ya do. Well, I'm not feeling well so I am going to nap a bit.