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Almost ThAnKsGiViNg....already! No school this whole week! its really nice! i needed the break! im stressed and i miss Jeff a lot.
I saw him yesterday but i still miss him. Last night was good/bad in
many ways. Saturday i got "drunk" so everyone says.... i was just a
little tipsy! Nothing like sweetest day! lol! Chester and Alex bought a
63 dollar bong! LOL! its like 2 feet tall! lol they were so excited! it
was funny.
I'm scared....i really love Jeff, like i mean, i am scared because what if im gonna get hurt. What if i mess up or he finds someone else, i dunno ive been worried lately! REALLY worried! i just get so scared now cuz what happened before.....this whole getting attached thing is scaring me because i am really attached, i mean i see him EVERYDAY (except for tuesday and thursday! and those 2 days kill me) The sex is amazing too! and i don't want to be kept around just for that! i don't think he would ever that, he assures me ALL the time that he loves me too! but i just am scared. I wish this whole feeling of being nervous would just go away!!!!!!
Twitchy got his tattoo today! he was happy, im getting the itch to get more.....but what? I really want my shooting starts but when i have kids.....they would get all stretched out and look bad i think. I need to get a new tattoo though. i dunno yet. Ill come up with something. Got any ideas throw them out there! Getting better too! not as sick anymore! I CAN'T WAIT TIL THE 23RD OF DECEMBER!!!! write more later. Im gonna go! XoXo
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!
I'm scared....i really love Jeff, like i mean, i am scared because what if im gonna get hurt. What if i mess up or he finds someone else, i dunno ive been worried lately! REALLY worried! i just get so scared now cuz what happened before.....this whole getting attached thing is scaring me because i am really attached, i mean i see him EVERYDAY (except for tuesday and thursday! and those 2 days kill me) The sex is amazing too! and i don't want to be kept around just for that! i don't think he would ever that, he assures me ALL the time that he loves me too! but i just am scared. I wish this whole feeling of being nervous would just go away!!!!!!
Twitchy got his tattoo today! he was happy, im getting the itch to get more.....but what? I really want my shooting starts but when i have kids.....they would get all stretched out and look bad i think. I need to get a new tattoo though. i dunno yet. Ill come up with something. Got any ideas throw them out there! Getting better too! not as sick anymore! I CAN'T WAIT TIL THE 23RD OF DECEMBER!!!! write more later. Im gonna go! XoXo
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!