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There is a feeling of aprehension about my new job tomorrow. On the one hand, I want to work and be all grown up about life, but on the other, I really enjoy having free time that I can just waste away.. Although I do like the prospect of having more spending money.
Spring Break is here, my last one of high school. In a way I'm pretty glad that its coming to an end, but again, it means I'll have to be all grown up about things now. No more sleeping in because I feel like it and lazing about all day watching stupid youtube videos and shit.
I guess its a good thing that I'm coming to terms with all of this now, before I graduate because after graduation, life totally changes. I'll have school and work to deal with, and then theres rushing, which I plan to do. But that could change, I haven't made up my mind completely. It's probably for the best that I do, because then I'd at least meet loads of new people..
So for now I work 30 hour weeks and get no sleep anymore, and then after this week school starts up again. So I'm going to try my hand at this whole, 'getting myself on a normal sleep cycle' thing.
Fuck.
Spring Break is here, my last one of high school. In a way I'm pretty glad that its coming to an end, but again, it means I'll have to be all grown up about things now. No more sleeping in because I feel like it and lazing about all day watching stupid youtube videos and shit.
I guess its a good thing that I'm coming to terms with all of this now, before I graduate because after graduation, life totally changes. I'll have school and work to deal with, and then theres rushing, which I plan to do. But that could change, I haven't made up my mind completely. It's probably for the best that I do, because then I'd at least meet loads of new people..
So for now I work 30 hour weeks and get no sleep anymore, and then after this week school starts up again. So I'm going to try my hand at this whole, 'getting myself on a normal sleep cycle' thing.
Fuck.