Jul 23, 2005 22:13
ugh, I am so tired. sorry I havent written in awhile, not like anyone cares. well, on January 15 I tried pot for the first and decided never to have it again, and I said "no thanks" all the other times. well, i went 7 strong months.... last night I got my first "pot high" (only because, alledgedly, the first time you feel nothing). It was a pretty ghetto way to smoke it too, the stuff was on a dented pop can and holes were on the side, like a make-shift bowl. It kinda felt like, I don't know, I was watching a show where people got hypnotized and they said, they knew what they were doing but had no control over there body. Like, for me, during the high I tried to like open my eyes and stretch my limbs to get myself out of it and saying to myself "You're perfectly normal Molly, you're jsut trying to fit the look of being high" but I could not get out of it. well, thats my story, maybe all get comments now that i'm talking about drugs.