delaying the inevitable

Jul 28, 2005 18:41

yeah so i've disappeared from the lj scene for about two weeks now. I'm sure you may have guessed why, and I've been putting off making this post, like i guess if i don't say it, then maybe it's not true...

we're not having a baby. :(

I went to the doctor two weeks ago and had an ultrasound done. It turns out, when I had my last period, it bled into my right ovary, which caused my body's hormone production to go all out of whack, and basically my body thinks it's pregnant.

it really sucks, and I was super depressed, but I'm starting to feel better. I cried the other night when Lucy had her baby on 7th heaven.

I know the timing might not have been optimal for us, but we were excited anyway. I mean we would have figured something out. I'm going to start seeing some fertility specialists next week once the insurance kicks in. Dang I never thought I'd be getting fertility treatment at age 24! Well I'm on the pill now, and they're hoping that's all it takes to get things working normally again. I guess I'll know in a week or so.

On a happier note, I'm babysitting Deseray and Preston tomorrow!!! Yay! I miss them. My mom says Preston points to my picture and says my name every day. He's so awesome! I wish I could spend more time with him. My mom warned me that he is a wild child now.

Last Friday I spent the day with Parker and Preston #2. They are so cute! Parker is a few months older than Preston #1, but he still doesn't talk much. They love Barney, which is annoying, but it is so cute to see them dance to it. I think Preston (#2) will probably start talking before Parker.

What would I do without nieces and nephews?
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