Jul 20, 2006 03:32
It's not the love story that I thought it would be.
My life as I know it is changing without me.. This feeling is very real and my thoughts can't work around them..
My future is blurred. I feel as if tomorrow everything can be different and I can be happy again.
Am I really a bad person? Is it selfish for me to want more than I have?
I wish certain aspects of my life could work themselves out for once.
I'm tired of my own problems, and I'm especially tired of other people's problems.
I'm so tired, I guess I'll go to Mexico for the weekend. *sigh* Life is so hard sometimes.
I want to feel safe, and I want to have a stable life.. I want to be dependable and faithful and I want to be in love.
I definitely need to go bar hopping.. legally this time!