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~After talking to Brian, suddenly something became very clear to me.
*Brian said that if someone called him and asshole behind his back, he would never talk to them again
*I said i would still talk to that person. (most likely)
*I finally figured out that what Catherine and Katie said behind my back was alot worse than calling me an asshole.
*I am still not talking to Katie and me and Catherines friendshipe hasnt been the same since shes been going out with eric, so that doesnt realli matter.
*I can finally see what Brian ment by saying he would never talk to the person again because it hurts when someone you trust says that behind your back.
*I sat here thinking for like 10 minutes just thinking.
*I dont see any reason for me and Catherine to still be friends or even aquantinces???
~IDK
*The faggot kid on my bus, Mike has a girlfriend.
*Jimmy(speaking of assholes ^), being the asshole, said "how does it feel that he had a girlfriend before you had a boyfriend"
*I took it incredibly offensivly.
*The whole day i was just pondering that jimmy could make me so incredibly sad upset and angry.
*Thats all i could think about.
*I think that i am stuck between geeky and average.
*Instead of Eric growing old lonely with 97 cats that eat him alive, Will it be me?
What ever .....i was just pondering this all day
I hate the people that put these thoughts in my
head because i hate pondering stuff....People
wonder why i think my life is bad but the truth
is that if you lived a day as me.....you wud hate
my life more then you think you would......
I realli am luving hym
I wish he knew
*Brian said that if someone called him and asshole behind his back, he would never talk to them again
*I said i would still talk to that person. (most likely)
*I finally figured out that what Catherine and Katie said behind my back was alot worse than calling me an asshole.
*I am still not talking to Katie and me and Catherines friendshipe hasnt been the same since shes been going out with eric, so that doesnt realli matter.
*I can finally see what Brian ment by saying he would never talk to the person again because it hurts when someone you trust says that behind your back.
*I sat here thinking for like 10 minutes just thinking.
*I dont see any reason for me and Catherine to still be friends or even aquantinces???
~IDK
*The faggot kid on my bus, Mike has a girlfriend.
*Jimmy(speaking of assholes ^), being the asshole, said "how does it feel that he had a girlfriend before you had a boyfriend"
*I took it incredibly offensivly.
*The whole day i was just pondering that jimmy could make me so incredibly sad upset and angry.
*Thats all i could think about.
*I think that i am stuck between geeky and average.
*Instead of Eric growing old lonely with 97 cats that eat him alive, Will it be me?
What ever .....i was just pondering this all day
I hate the people that put these thoughts in my
head because i hate pondering stuff....People
wonder why i think my life is bad but the truth
is that if you lived a day as me.....you wud hate
my life more then you think you would......
I realli am luving hym
I wish he knew