starting over..
it's been a very long time since i've written in here..but i think i need to. so to start off, does anyone ever even look at this thing? just curious..haha
my life as of now? well, i'm in the biggest state of confusion possible. math is killing me and i know i want to teach it, but i wonder if i can handle all of the higher level maths it requires. i wonder if i should have done middle school math instead. being in a sorority is killing any chance of sleep i want to get. it is a lot of work and i still don't know if i fit in yet. but i get a little this semester and i cannot wait! and most importantly..i met a boy, no a man! haha he is almost 23, a sergeant in the army, and currently in iraq. he is sooo different from anyone i've ever met. he is confident in who he is and knows what he wants from life. he udnerstands me and neither of us judge the other for our life choices. it is so comfortable talking to him and i cannot wait for him to be home and be able to know what it's like to be in his arms, or looking into his eyes. there is some drama with this, like everything else in life. he is currently divorcing his ex wife, and has a two year old son! crazy right? yeah..i don't know if i am mature enough to handle this situation..but for him, i am willing to try! so i guess we will see how this goes..
my life as of now? well, i'm in the biggest state of confusion possible. math is killing me and i know i want to teach it, but i wonder if i can handle all of the higher level maths it requires. i wonder if i should have done middle school math instead. being in a sorority is killing any chance of sleep i want to get. it is a lot of work and i still don't know if i fit in yet. but i get a little this semester and i cannot wait! and most importantly..i met a boy, no a man! haha he is almost 23, a sergeant in the army, and currently in iraq. he is sooo different from anyone i've ever met. he is confident in who he is and knows what he wants from life. he udnerstands me and neither of us judge the other for our life choices. it is so comfortable talking to him and i cannot wait for him to be home and be able to know what it's like to be in his arms, or looking into his eyes. there is some drama with this, like everything else in life. he is currently divorcing his ex wife, and has a two year old son! crazy right? yeah..i don't know if i am mature enough to handle this situation..but for him, i am willing to try! so i guess we will see how this goes..