Shes Like The Wind<3
So I have been out of rehab for a month or so now... I relapsed but it was going to happen sooner or later. And now I realize I don't want to drink. I have to many goals in life now. And by drinking I wont accomplish any of them.
Im still working full time. In september im going to be going to adult ed. During the night. So im going to be crazy busy.
And im still with Derek<3 He has really shocked me with how his personality has changed. He gave me an early birthday gift.. A gold bracelt with hearts on it. And apparently hes getting me a ring and giving it to me on my birthday.
Im so grateful for going to compass. All the amazing people I have met and have made a positve impact in my life. Im grateful for everything I guess right now. Most of all to still be alive...
I realize now how precious life is. And im going to enjoy every moment that I can.
So robbie stopped talking to me for a while because he was all fucked up. And now hes sending e-mails to me and posting things on my nexopia asking where I am. Which is fucked up. But theres a catch he doesn't want any of his friends to know were talking. What do you guys think of that? Leave a comment!
Its pretty much kristi that gurl has done nothing but cause problems for robbie, and she fucks around with his head alot. Robbie wants us to get to know eachother again and work on our past. And help eachother in recovery... Thats a very hard thing for me to do. Because everytime I see himm all the old feelings come back.
And I don't want to ever be with himm again. But he'll always be the guy I first loved.
Derek keeps asking me if I love himm and I say im starting too. Its a very hard for me to say. Because you can be hurt by letting someone to close, So I try not to get attached. But with Derek its sooo hard. Because hes so sweet and theres no where in the world id rather be then with himm. I find myself missing himm alot more.
Just rambling....
I got to run
Im still working full time. In september im going to be going to adult ed. During the night. So im going to be crazy busy.
And im still with Derek<3 He has really shocked me with how his personality has changed. He gave me an early birthday gift.. A gold bracelt with hearts on it. And apparently hes getting me a ring and giving it to me on my birthday.
Im so grateful for going to compass. All the amazing people I have met and have made a positve impact in my life. Im grateful for everything I guess right now. Most of all to still be alive...
I realize now how precious life is. And im going to enjoy every moment that I can.
So robbie stopped talking to me for a while because he was all fucked up. And now hes sending e-mails to me and posting things on my nexopia asking where I am. Which is fucked up. But theres a catch he doesn't want any of his friends to know were talking. What do you guys think of that? Leave a comment!
Its pretty much kristi that gurl has done nothing but cause problems for robbie, and she fucks around with his head alot. Robbie wants us to get to know eachother again and work on our past. And help eachother in recovery... Thats a very hard thing for me to do. Because everytime I see himm all the old feelings come back.
And I don't want to ever be with himm again. But he'll always be the guy I first loved.
Derek keeps asking me if I love himm and I say im starting too. Its a very hard for me to say. Because you can be hurt by letting someone to close, So I try not to get attached. But with Derek its sooo hard. Because hes so sweet and theres no where in the world id rather be then with himm. I find myself missing himm alot more.
Just rambling....
I got to run