Crazy Train...derailment !!!
There is always a reason when someone looses it!!
( i jumped fully on the crazy train!!) ( yes laugh as you may ... its really not that funny if you really know what the truth is !! not just for me but for all involved! who likes to be made the fool? I am sure you do not!!)
Crazy is just a cover for the real underlying issue though!
My ticket to ride was a result of many things unseen and ignored for too long , lies that perpetuated whilst building frustration that took over and as long as I lived in ignorance it was blissful....but the lies eat away at that bliss, and no matter how much you do not want things to come to light, they do!
I wanted to believe in love and you!! That we were real and the rest of the world was no threat to us!
Truth can hurt (a lot!!) , you will get yours, but i hope you are able to escape it before its too late!
To me matters of the heart are not a game! It is never funny when some is crushed!! You certainly do not make fun or slander those in pain for your own amusement if you have any compassion for the heartache they have endured.... but hey your veil of lies is a think one as was mine!!
There are no winners or losers (though it sure can feel like it sometimes)
I wish only the best and hope for the world you never have to feel the way I do! Nobody should have to!!
Slander should never start as it is an immature way of hurting someone you do not really know!
(seeing a crazy display can obviously result in a judgement but reserve that judgement as i have said , there is always a reason!! )
If he really loves you, that is wonderful! I wish you the best! There is a reason he did not want me to say anything...( ie ... he was sleeping with me , telling me he loved me and sexting me this whole freaking time!!!!)
beware the ignorant bliss!
Just because you have your eyes closed does not make the monster truth vanish!
Mine are open, I am physically bruised and mentally battered, But I am strong and know that this too shall pass
I am a great loving person and those who know me , i mean really know me , not the bar freaks that claim to know anything about me,.... the true friends out there know my heart and that I only want the best for people!!
( even though I really hate him right now for all the hurt he has given me..... in know in my heart I always wanted for him to be happy!)
just my ignorance thought , that he could be happy with me?! :..(
( but he is a narcissus with borderline personality disorder... what chance did I really have?)
( i jumped fully on the crazy train!!) ( yes laugh as you may ... its really not that funny if you really know what the truth is !! not just for me but for all involved! who likes to be made the fool? I am sure you do not!!)
Crazy is just a cover for the real underlying issue though!
My ticket to ride was a result of many things unseen and ignored for too long , lies that perpetuated whilst building frustration that took over and as long as I lived in ignorance it was blissful....but the lies eat away at that bliss, and no matter how much you do not want things to come to light, they do!
I wanted to believe in love and you!! That we were real and the rest of the world was no threat to us!
Truth can hurt (a lot!!) , you will get yours, but i hope you are able to escape it before its too late!
To me matters of the heart are not a game! It is never funny when some is crushed!! You certainly do not make fun or slander those in pain for your own amusement if you have any compassion for the heartache they have endured.... but hey your veil of lies is a think one as was mine!!
There are no winners or losers (though it sure can feel like it sometimes)
I wish only the best and hope for the world you never have to feel the way I do! Nobody should have to!!
Slander should never start as it is an immature way of hurting someone you do not really know!
(seeing a crazy display can obviously result in a judgement but reserve that judgement as i have said , there is always a reason!! )
If he really loves you, that is wonderful! I wish you the best! There is a reason he did not want me to say anything...( ie ... he was sleeping with me , telling me he loved me and sexting me this whole freaking time!!!!)
beware the ignorant bliss!
Just because you have your eyes closed does not make the monster truth vanish!
Mine are open, I am physically bruised and mentally battered, But I am strong and know that this too shall pass
I am a great loving person and those who know me , i mean really know me , not the bar freaks that claim to know anything about me,.... the true friends out there know my heart and that I only want the best for people!!
( even though I really hate him right now for all the hurt he has given me..... in know in my heart I always wanted for him to be happy!)
just my ignorance thought , that he could be happy with me?! :..(
( but he is a narcissus with borderline personality disorder... what chance did I really have?)