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Well I am in PAIN right now because I twisted my back or something anyways it hurts like a bitch.
Last nite Elyse came over and we drove around and talked forever... it was very good but then it decided to start pouring down raining and of course I had no umbrella so what did i do?? Well duh i took off my shirt and used it as an umbrella and my bra as a cell phone holder,lol.... pics of that will be here soon,lol. Thanks Limburg. (side note) R.I.P Granpa # 1 Fan... say hi to cousin Lisa you 2 will love each other.
Mama, JOsh and Chelso are gone.. the house is pretty weird without them I miss them so much I sleep with Joshs' shirt and a picture of mama and Chels every night (im such a little kid). *
So Gary has been home since July 2nd and Sunday was the first day we saw each other since hes been home. The way I was feeling about him is that he must not have wanted to see me at all, and that he didnt like me anymore... but really what makes me think that? Well he made plans with me a few times and then didnt go through with it and it was making me mad so i decided to just let it be watever it was going to be. I told him if he wanted to hang out then he could call me. The situation with me and him is wierd atleast i think it is... but seriously how much can I expect from him hes not my bf hes my friend... I mean i know its a little bit more then that but hes not the bf. I've been realizing so many things this summer and I am a brat when it comes to guys... and Im going to stay that way, if I dont get exactly what I want then oops yo bad. Anyways back to the Gary story... so im not still pissed that he hasnt seen me because if lived in another state and came home for the summer, I would be with my friends a hell of a lot too. The only thing is he didnt have to make plans with me.... i know he wanted to chill, but i dunno. He has told me to come over but i guess i would have to have special powers to get there.lol Anyways my point is he came over on Sunday and honestly it went perfect. It went the exact way I wanted it to... and I knew that as soon as I saw him and we hung out things would pick right back up. And they did... but now he is back in Virginia because he has to register for school. So he'll be back next week and hopefully we can pick up where we left off. I miss him soooo much its crazy. I just want him here with me mannnnnn! *Nothing in this World*
* highlights from Sunday nite with Gary and Vonta*
~*~ Bad Santa~
Me: Vonta im gonna have this towel ok because new best frends give each other stuff
Vonta: you stole my towel
Me: noooooo you gave it to me because we're best friends, and it doesnt matter cause im not giving it back
Me: Baby look Vonta let me have his towel
Vonta is my new best friend because he let me have the towel and a rubber band...and he signed my towel.
Gary: do you guys have ne small bags of chips
Me: baby here look in here
Gary : sweetie i dont want any dog food (lol)
*camera phones are badddd lol
ECT...... awwwww my poo poo (lol.. i dont know where he gets these things from)
I cant even type ne more my back hurts so bad grrrrrrrrr
" Lets make the most of these moments together"
Last nite Elyse came over and we drove around and talked forever... it was very good but then it decided to start pouring down raining and of course I had no umbrella so what did i do?? Well duh i took off my shirt and used it as an umbrella and my bra as a cell phone holder,lol.... pics of that will be here soon,lol. Thanks Limburg. (side note) R.I.P Granpa # 1 Fan... say hi to cousin Lisa you 2 will love each other.
Mama, JOsh and Chelso are gone.. the house is pretty weird without them I miss them so much I sleep with Joshs' shirt and a picture of mama and Chels every night (im such a little kid). *
So Gary has been home since July 2nd and Sunday was the first day we saw each other since hes been home. The way I was feeling about him is that he must not have wanted to see me at all, and that he didnt like me anymore... but really what makes me think that? Well he made plans with me a few times and then didnt go through with it and it was making me mad so i decided to just let it be watever it was going to be. I told him if he wanted to hang out then he could call me. The situation with me and him is wierd atleast i think it is... but seriously how much can I expect from him hes not my bf hes my friend... I mean i know its a little bit more then that but hes not the bf. I've been realizing so many things this summer and I am a brat when it comes to guys... and Im going to stay that way, if I dont get exactly what I want then oops yo bad. Anyways back to the Gary story... so im not still pissed that he hasnt seen me because if lived in another state and came home for the summer, I would be with my friends a hell of a lot too. The only thing is he didnt have to make plans with me.... i know he wanted to chill, but i dunno. He has told me to come over but i guess i would have to have special powers to get there.lol Anyways my point is he came over on Sunday and honestly it went perfect. It went the exact way I wanted it to... and I knew that as soon as I saw him and we hung out things would pick right back up. And they did... but now he is back in Virginia because he has to register for school. So he'll be back next week and hopefully we can pick up where we left off. I miss him soooo much its crazy. I just want him here with me mannnnnn! *Nothing in this World*
* highlights from Sunday nite with Gary and Vonta*
~*~ Bad Santa~
Me: Vonta im gonna have this towel ok because new best frends give each other stuff
Vonta: you stole my towel
Me: noooooo you gave it to me because we're best friends, and it doesnt matter cause im not giving it back
Me: Baby look Vonta let me have his towel
Vonta is my new best friend because he let me have the towel and a rubber band...and he signed my towel.
Gary: do you guys have ne small bags of chips
Me: baby here look in here
Gary : sweetie i dont want any dog food (lol)
*camera phones are badddd lol
ECT...... awwwww my poo poo (lol.. i dont know where he gets these things from)
I cant even type ne more my back hurts so bad grrrrrrrrr
" Lets make the most of these moments together"