Independance Day.
I have become very independant.
Sorry I haven't updated in awhile.
I got a job delivering pizza.
I make 15-20 dollars an hour.
I love love love the job.
I'm sitting on Randy's bed right now with his hand down my pants.
I couldn't be happier.
I get amazing tips at work.
Apache will be here soon!
It's only going to cost me about $250 to keep him.
That's not bad at all!
I kicked the coke habit.
Been drinking a little more than usual lately, but I'm cutting back on that cause I don't have the money anymore.
$200 dollars got stolen from me at my house.
We live in the modern ghetto.
I work with 5 weed dealers.
We have a live in dealer named Voodoo who smokes us out for free.
I miss my parents lots, but we're a lot closer when we do see each other.
I don't smoke much weed anymore...I try not to.
Been smoking way too many cigarettes lately.
Haven't had one yet today though.
Randy is absolutely amazing.
He's been treating me better than ever.
My moods have been better than ever.
But the drama never seems to go away.
At least the drama isn't Randy drama like it used to be.
Fuckin Raymond, Heather, and Liz. Grr.
I made some new friends from work...
I have gotten closer to some of Randy's friends.
I love Randy's family.
I feel like they're my family too.
I got totally wasted last night.
Ended up in a bed with a girl named Sara.
Then freaked out cause I wanted to be in a bed with Randy.
I tried to jump a fence while drunk and busted my ass.
I peed in the corner of a tennis court because I had to pee so bad.
We listened to Spice Girls, N Sync, and 98 Degrees.
Sara took a body shot off of me.
I took Randy's sister Nellie to Mirror Lake for a firework show last night also.
We had a great time.
I love the playground there.
I'm still a kid inside.
Sitting here watching SpongeBob SquarePants.
I miss all of my friends from boca.
I miss the way it used to be.
I miss Ellie, Jess, and Cat.
I can't wait for Dylan to come here on Monday!
I can't wait until my life comes together a bit more.
I can't wait to be Randy's girlfriend again.
When that day comes, I will be complete.
Sorry I haven't updated in awhile.
I got a job delivering pizza.
I make 15-20 dollars an hour.
I love love love the job.
I'm sitting on Randy's bed right now with his hand down my pants.
I couldn't be happier.
I get amazing tips at work.
Apache will be here soon!
It's only going to cost me about $250 to keep him.
That's not bad at all!
I kicked the coke habit.
Been drinking a little more than usual lately, but I'm cutting back on that cause I don't have the money anymore.
$200 dollars got stolen from me at my house.
We live in the modern ghetto.
I work with 5 weed dealers.
We have a live in dealer named Voodoo who smokes us out for free.
I miss my parents lots, but we're a lot closer when we do see each other.
I don't smoke much weed anymore...I try not to.
Been smoking way too many cigarettes lately.
Haven't had one yet today though.
Randy is absolutely amazing.
He's been treating me better than ever.
My moods have been better than ever.
But the drama never seems to go away.
At least the drama isn't Randy drama like it used to be.
Fuckin Raymond, Heather, and Liz. Grr.
I made some new friends from work...
I have gotten closer to some of Randy's friends.
I love Randy's family.
I feel like they're my family too.
I got totally wasted last night.
Ended up in a bed with a girl named Sara.
Then freaked out cause I wanted to be in a bed with Randy.
I tried to jump a fence while drunk and busted my ass.
I peed in the corner of a tennis court because I had to pee so bad.
We listened to Spice Girls, N Sync, and 98 Degrees.
Sara took a body shot off of me.
I took Randy's sister Nellie to Mirror Lake for a firework show last night also.
We had a great time.
I love the playground there.
I'm still a kid inside.
Sitting here watching SpongeBob SquarePants.
I miss all of my friends from boca.
I miss the way it used to be.
I miss Ellie, Jess, and Cat.
I can't wait for Dylan to come here on Monday!
I can't wait until my life comes together a bit more.
I can't wait to be Randy's girlfriend again.
When that day comes, I will be complete.