...and value myself!
i think someone (yes, i know who you are) figured out my livejournal password, logged in and changed it, then logged back in and changed it back. i have 2 emails that say my livejournal password was changed, but my original one still works and i never attempted to change it. so fuck you, whore. if anyone received a fucked up comment or something, it wasn't me.
anyway, san diego was wonderful and bad. wonderful because of eva, paul, christian, and chelsea. bad because of the convention. i had so much fun the last night we were there. gokarts are so fun, especially when the wheel doesn't turn. the drive home today was kickass. eva and paul were in my car and we rocked out to crazy lesbian music and christian singing bjork.
i think i just hate being happy. i am right now, and i really wish i wasn't. i won't be for long, i'm sure. but to go from happy to unhappy is such a painful transition. it's easier just to be dully unhappy all the time (ps. don't ask, cause i won't explain). but wait, i think i'm back. i have energy and personality for the first time in months. a wonderful exciting funny weekend away from here was exactly what i needed, apparently.
thexy mandurz: i bet she would do that
thexy mandurz: fucking idiot
thexy mandurz: stupid bitch
anyway, san diego was wonderful and bad. wonderful because of eva, paul, christian, and chelsea. bad because of the convention. i had so much fun the last night we were there. gokarts are so fun, especially when the wheel doesn't turn. the drive home today was kickass. eva and paul were in my car and we rocked out to crazy lesbian music and christian singing bjork.
i think i just hate being happy. i am right now, and i really wish i wasn't. i won't be for long, i'm sure. but to go from happy to unhappy is such a painful transition. it's easier just to be dully unhappy all the time (ps. don't ask, cause i won't explain). but wait, i think i'm back. i have energy and personality for the first time in months. a wonderful exciting funny weekend away from here was exactly what i needed, apparently.
thexy mandurz: i bet she would do that
thexy mandurz: fucking idiot
thexy mandurz: stupid bitch