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Wow! My life has been hectic, yet incredebly slow and this feeling of uncomfortableness would not go away. For starters, I was grounded. My dad changed my password so I could not even get on the computer for TWO WEEKS. Well, since I'm on vacation now, he let me on, bu he did not give me the passowrd, damn. Well anyway. That's behind me now, not far behind, but for now, behind.
This past week I've had shock after shock. It's like fate just wanted to shove all she had in store for me at me in one week. I don't think I should tell you, or anybody, besides to those who already know. But let's just say that I've made more vows against any thoughts about a boy than I have my entire life. Come to think of it, I don't remember vowing to avoid a boy as much as possible, or not looking at him if I can help it, or talking about him. Actually that last vow still stands firm. But hey, the vow did not say that I couldn't write about him, right? I will not tell you more than you need to know about said boy, and by my judgement, you know too much already. So let's drop that subject.
I have to start writing again, since I'm a fan fiction writer with two 10-chapter stories that have failed. The problem is that as soon as I hook up on one idea, another comes up, and another, and another untill my head hurts. By ideas I mean topics or plots. I hate it. I want to write, but I can never find the right words and not only does it annoy me to hell but it also scares the bejesus out of me. But since writing wasn't a way that I could put my imagination to a use, I busied myself with livejournal icons and wallpapaers. I think that they came out great, if I may say so myself. Do I sound stuck-up? Maybe I do, but I don't even compare to thers *see previous entries*.
I am currently reading World Without End by Sean Russel.
It's a great book. And let me tell you the most interesting thing of all. If you look closely at the picture above you will notice that the man is holding a white flower. Do you know what that is? It is Kingfoil. You know, the Kingfoil in Lord of the Rings the Fellowship of the Ring. That's the weed (plant, flower?) that Aragorn used to keep the poison in Frodo's wound from spreading. I was dumbstruck because in this story, Kingfoil has the same properties that in had in Lord of the Rings. I think I remember something in the LotR FotR book about Kingfoil and it coming from some regis plant family or something. Nonetheless I think it is interesting. If course the book I'm reading now is fiction, but then again so is Lord of the Rings.
I am soooo sleepy so I have to go.
Later gator.