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okay i had a random thought i want someone to tell me what to do but the people who are telling what to do are telling me what i really dont want to hear you see ricky means the world to me and he is being so sweet and under the circumstances he is being more then patient but he for one said those three scary ass words that i thought i would never have to hear thats right i love you what do i do i cant say it back but he wants me to maybe in more time i could but right now i cant i dont know why i hate this world sometimes but in my heart i know icant leave not for another year but in my i wanna leave i have to get outta here i dont care wherei just cant live in weddington anymore and i know it i have to leave and then i have my mom saying shell be amazed im still with ricky in a few months now when i told him this he was like they dont know me but i thought no she she knows me and i dont know what to do but the stress is driving me up a wall and i know some one is lying to me i just dont know who and i hate being lied to especially since i try to be honest in most ways what do i do when all the paths are dark and i cant wait till sunrise hehehe SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!
ta ta for now tete for later
alex
ta ta for now tete for later
alex