sincerest appologies...
To the one person I truly fell in love with...
I'm sorry you read things that weren't meant for you to read. Emotions, longingness, exhaustion, and the overwhelming urge for all of it to go away, caused me to say things I didn't mean. I'm sorry I can't get over it and nag you for closure.
It's amazing how hard I hold on to things. Why am I such an open honest person???
Moving on is definitely NOT something I'm good at.
Anyways, it's 4:30am, I'm exhausted, drained; physically, emotionally, and mentally, and it's time for a small nap before the long day ahead. All the days seem long lately.. hmm...
I'm sorry you read things that weren't meant for you to read. Emotions, longingness, exhaustion, and the overwhelming urge for all of it to go away, caused me to say things I didn't mean. I'm sorry I can't get over it and nag you for closure.
It's amazing how hard I hold on to things. Why am I such an open honest person???
Moving on is definitely NOT something I'm good at.
Anyways, it's 4:30am, I'm exhausted, drained; physically, emotionally, and mentally, and it's time for a small nap before the long day ahead. All the days seem long lately.. hmm...