Update time..
Well, it has been a while since I have posted anything at all. A lot of things have happened since then. I have had me hear brokn by the one I love, successfully passed the spring semester, and have been working for HEB now for a week. I will start with school, since it is the most important to me. I took 4 classes this semester and came away with 1 A and 3 B's. Not so bad, hell id even say awesome! :P So maybe Im a little proud, but its the only thing I know I do well in. :P Weid thing is when I looked at the offical grades I was shocked to see I had 1 A and no C's at all. See in my History class, I was 16 points away from getting an A. After I had talked to the TA's and went through a whole mess, I decided to take the be and forfit the A and not take the final. To my suprise... right next to History it will read.... A! I was so thrilled! In another one of my classes, Deaf Culture, I added up my points and compaired it to the sylibus and it showed that I was in the C range. I was sure I had made a C in PSY b/c it is not my best subject. It actually turns out, I got a B in both Deaf cilture and in PSY!!! How cool is that! So yeah, I managed to bring my GPA from a 2.23 to a 2.89 (2.9). I am so stoked. Maybe I will get to go to UT after all? :P
Anyways, the other part to whats been going on is my boyfriend cheated on me with another woman. He recieved oral sex from one of his ex not ever 5 hours after he left denton from seeing me that weekend. I was sooooooooo hurt, pissed, confused, and most of all, I blamed myself. What could I have done to make him go else where? Was I not good enough for him physically and sexually? I just couldnt understand how someone that claimed they love me, could do something like that to another person? I hear all the time, of people being unfaithful, and he knew where I stood on the topic. I told myself there was no way! no way, I could EVER for give someone for doing that to me (if it ever happened). I knew I felt like that b/c I knew the damage it did to others, and b/c I was accused of it by an ex, I knew the effect it could have both ways, on both persons. It has almost been a month since it happened, and while I have forgiven him, and we have remaind friends, things seem to be looking up for us. If you are wondering, yes we are back together, and we ARE taking it slow. We have a lot of things, in our own lives that we must take care of. We know we love eachother, and we know we want to be together, we just are taking things slow... not worrying about the petty things, and remembering that open and free communication, compromise, trust, and faithfulness are key parts to any relationship. He has made it his duty/promise to do whatever it takes to show me, I am all he wants, and I am all he will ever need. He is really a great guy, and I think together we both can be great. :)
About work, yes I am back with HEB. Woot! Its alright, even though Wal-Mart can pay me more, I just like HEB better. I am looking into working maybe in the Rx and getting certified as a Rx tech. Kayla said they start Techs out at 10.80 an hour. So if I can pass the test, and get the pay increase, then I will deffinatly be moving into austin. That may be as late as Aug. when I do get ready to move out. I need to be making atleast 10 before I will consider it again. Im also looking into working for Costco. They are building a new location in South austin, so if I can get in there for an interview I might be working there. Anyways, I am investigation all my options and seeing whats out there.
Well, I guess thats all thats really going on with me. Cell phone still not working. When I can get the money to pay it, I will get it turned back on. In Oct when the contract is up, I might cancle it. Im just living at the parents house right now, so if you need me, and you know the number call me. :) Just dont make it past 9:30 on weekdays. :) Alright.... talk to you bitches later :P
Love-
Lish
Anyways, the other part to whats been going on is my boyfriend cheated on me with another woman. He recieved oral sex from one of his ex not ever 5 hours after he left denton from seeing me that weekend. I was sooooooooo hurt, pissed, confused, and most of all, I blamed myself. What could I have done to make him go else where? Was I not good enough for him physically and sexually? I just couldnt understand how someone that claimed they love me, could do something like that to another person? I hear all the time, of people being unfaithful, and he knew where I stood on the topic. I told myself there was no way! no way, I could EVER for give someone for doing that to me (if it ever happened). I knew I felt like that b/c I knew the damage it did to others, and b/c I was accused of it by an ex, I knew the effect it could have both ways, on both persons. It has almost been a month since it happened, and while I have forgiven him, and we have remaind friends, things seem to be looking up for us. If you are wondering, yes we are back together, and we ARE taking it slow. We have a lot of things, in our own lives that we must take care of. We know we love eachother, and we know we want to be together, we just are taking things slow... not worrying about the petty things, and remembering that open and free communication, compromise, trust, and faithfulness are key parts to any relationship. He has made it his duty/promise to do whatever it takes to show me, I am all he wants, and I am all he will ever need. He is really a great guy, and I think together we both can be great. :)
About work, yes I am back with HEB. Woot! Its alright, even though Wal-Mart can pay me more, I just like HEB better. I am looking into working maybe in the Rx and getting certified as a Rx tech. Kayla said they start Techs out at 10.80 an hour. So if I can pass the test, and get the pay increase, then I will deffinatly be moving into austin. That may be as late as Aug. when I do get ready to move out. I need to be making atleast 10 before I will consider it again. Im also looking into working for Costco. They are building a new location in South austin, so if I can get in there for an interview I might be working there. Anyways, I am investigation all my options and seeing whats out there.
Well, I guess thats all thats really going on with me. Cell phone still not working. When I can get the money to pay it, I will get it turned back on. In Oct when the contract is up, I might cancle it. Im just living at the parents house right now, so if you need me, and you know the number call me. :) Just dont make it past 9:30 on weekdays. :) Alright.... talk to you bitches later :P
Love-
Lish