I deserve more than you can ever give me!
A while back I mentioned a guy I was seeing as a "trial" thing. See the thing about trials is they don't tell you that once they are all used up, there's nothing left. I discovered this not too long ago. I guess my trial size was all used up, and not for my taking anymore. My question is, who was taking more, myself or him? Seems I was the trial size being all used up. I gave and gave, kept giving and giving, and all im left with is emptyness. You've taken everything from me, I have nothing left to give you. Do you feel as empty as I do? Prolly not, I was the one taken advantage of. All because you couldn't trust me. Makes me wonder if you ever really trusted me. While we are are on the subject, why is it ok to talk about the guys i've been with and be pissed off or think im untrustworthy, and never once mention all the girls you were with? Does that not have a role here in this situation? I think so. Im not that stuck on my self, or worse, unconfident, to know that at any moment I couldn't trust you. Because guess what, part of the "confident man" you say you are, also has a lot to do with the confidence you lack in me. Seems like a weakness you need to work on.
Sometime I think you really did care, and will call me someday, but another part of me never wants to see or speak to you again. You we great in a lot of areas, too bad, we could have been good togeter with the little time we had. You were the one that tought me to have confidence in myself, and to be who I am at all times. You cant find those qualities in everony, guess I will take what i was given and move on down the road. Its a shame I didn't listen to my friends, and take their advice, I wouldn't be here right now, writting this entry. So thanks for everything you taught me, everything you did for me, ot means a lot to me. Hope you lead a happy life, and do well in life. As for me, if you ever want to speak to me again, take a number, my heart is almost sealed up and locked for all eternaty.
I will end with a song by Marc Broussard called: The Beauty of Who you are.
There's a soft sweet space on the back of your neck
Smells like rain
There's a way you look at me baby
Heals my pain
I've studied every inch of your body
Baby what's on your mind
The touch of your skin just pulls me in
Every single time
There's a slight conversation
Filled with hidden revelations in your eyes
[Chorus]
Baby I'm so into you
Every whisper from your soul to my heart
Baby I know its true
You're a sweet little mystery sent to me from the stars
And that's the beauty of who you are
There's a faith you're savin' for a rainy day
I could use right now
There's a way you move my soul to sing
Only you know how
You are a sensual salvation
You're the holiest temptation
Baby I'm never, never, never gonna be the same
[Chorus]
I can't explain it or begin to conceive
All I know is that you make me believe
[Chorus]
Love- Alicia
Shoutouts: The awesome ppl of austin texas, damn I miss that place!
Sometime I think you really did care, and will call me someday, but another part of me never wants to see or speak to you again. You we great in a lot of areas, too bad, we could have been good togeter with the little time we had. You were the one that tought me to have confidence in myself, and to be who I am at all times. You cant find those qualities in everony, guess I will take what i was given and move on down the road. Its a shame I didn't listen to my friends, and take their advice, I wouldn't be here right now, writting this entry. So thanks for everything you taught me, everything you did for me, ot means a lot to me. Hope you lead a happy life, and do well in life. As for me, if you ever want to speak to me again, take a number, my heart is almost sealed up and locked for all eternaty.
I will end with a song by Marc Broussard called: The Beauty of Who you are.
There's a soft sweet space on the back of your neck
Smells like rain
There's a way you look at me baby
Heals my pain
I've studied every inch of your body
Baby what's on your mind
The touch of your skin just pulls me in
Every single time
There's a slight conversation
Filled with hidden revelations in your eyes
[Chorus]
Baby I'm so into you
Every whisper from your soul to my heart
Baby I know its true
You're a sweet little mystery sent to me from the stars
And that's the beauty of who you are
There's a faith you're savin' for a rainy day
I could use right now
There's a way you move my soul to sing
Only you know how
You are a sensual salvation
You're the holiest temptation
Baby I'm never, never, never gonna be the same
[Chorus]
I can't explain it or begin to conceive
All I know is that you make me believe
[Chorus]
Love- Alicia
Shoutouts: The awesome ppl of austin texas, damn I miss that place!