Stress.
I've been working on my anatomy and physiology class..and I can't be more excited. Although the teacher talks extremely fast, the subject matter is very interesting. I've been reviewing and reviewing and learning everything my brain can comprehend. I've taken the liberty to stop a certain "extracurricular" activity considering I will be needing every damn brain cell I can muster out of the dark. My real worry though, isn't passing A & P it's taking the CNA classes on top of it. I hope that everything works with each other and that I'm not shoving too much food on my plate by taking these classes. They start the 15th and run until December 19th and then I get my certification. I will be hardly working, which is stress relieved but also stress induced...bills have to be paid some how right? So as I prepare for a semester of hell I will be anxiously anticipating my CNA certification so I can get my foot in the hospital or a doctors office and get out of managing wings to go...I'll tell ya, i will not be sad to never see another drunk college kid attempting to order food while swaying dangerously close to our computers. I'd rather be a nurse and take care of the people who actually deserve it, not the rich snotty kids who got drunk off their parents money and ravish our business. After 3 years there it will be difficult to leave and start all over again with new people, new place and new career. But I think it will prepare me for being a nurse. I just have to figure out how to stop crying over that damn Sarah McLachlan commercial for the abused animals..and not to mention almost every damn sad movie and song. *sigh* I'm an open book waiting for my pages to be written. I just hope my chapters aren't smeared by my emotions and I hope that I can handle what comes my way.
My name means strong and willful. It means that I am not only physically strong (which is uncannily strange...only girl I know that has been able to bench almost 100...back in the gym days of course..ahah) and mentally strong. These things have tested my mind, body and soul since I can remember and i've been strong..I've been able. I'm glad to have chosen this career.
My name means strong and willful. It means that I am not only physically strong (which is uncannily strange...only girl I know that has been able to bench almost 100...back in the gym days of course..ahah) and mentally strong. These things have tested my mind, body and soul since I can remember and i've been strong..I've been able. I'm glad to have chosen this career.