Writer's Block: Bump In The Night
What are you afraid of?
I am afraid of many things or varying degrees of reasonableness and of being afraid. I am moderately afraid of heights, I however am not afraid if I am in a building or am sure that I will be safe. I have gone para sailing, but during that I was a wreck, though I did enjoy seeing a turtle from so high up. I am also scared of loneliness, though after a year of basically no good friends and little social interaction, I learned to deal with it. For some reason, I hate when strangers hit on me; I close down and get shaky. I have a lot of secrets, and I have always been afraid that my secrets would be exposed, so much that often when someone comes too close I will shut down. This has also contributed to my terrible year last year. After Danielle told summer about what the note said I was terrified because I so closely guard my secrets. My worst fear is dying alone and forgotten. I want someone to miss me when I'm gone, and the idea that my funeral would be poorly attended makes me sad/scared. Overall I'm afraid of myself and who I really am deep down inside.
I am afraid of many things or varying degrees of reasonableness and of being afraid. I am moderately afraid of heights, I however am not afraid if I am in a building or am sure that I will be safe. I have gone para sailing, but during that I was a wreck, though I did enjoy seeing a turtle from so high up. I am also scared of loneliness, though after a year of basically no good friends and little social interaction, I learned to deal with it. For some reason, I hate when strangers hit on me; I close down and get shaky. I have a lot of secrets, and I have always been afraid that my secrets would be exposed, so much that often when someone comes too close I will shut down. This has also contributed to my terrible year last year. After Danielle told summer about what the note said I was terrified because I so closely guard my secrets. My worst fear is dying alone and forgotten. I want someone to miss me when I'm gone, and the idea that my funeral would be poorly attended makes me sad/scared. Overall I'm afraid of myself and who I really am deep down inside.