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It feels like last night was forever ago. It feels like the last treat i gave you was years ago. I cant believe your gone, you've always been here for me and suddenly your not. I wish this morning was less hectic, I wish I would've said goodbye. I had a little hope that you would be here when I got home but one look at my dad confirmed the worst. Your gone forever. Its such a hard thing to think about. I wont see you running in the yard. I wont see you trying to get in the house during a storm. All these insignificant things that now seem so important. I've lost my first best friend... you were Are the best dog anyone could ever hope for. These last few days were hard on me and I know your last few hours weren't the best for you either. I can't look outside without crying. earlier I thought I would be okay but I'm not. Today I started crying in first period. the rest of the day was okay. I really dreaded getting off the bus and coming home to you not being there. Trixie seems to be doing fine. We'll take good care of your girlfriend for you haha. I almost believe in heaven now because I know when I die you will be there greeting me. Your going to welcome me with a hug. thanks for putting up with me all these years. I know you probably didnt like getting dressed in crazy clothes but thank you for letting us. Remember the video where you married danielle? That will probably one of my fondest memories of you. thank you for being such an amazing friend skye, I wont ever have another dog half as good as you.
rest in peace
Amanda
rest in peace
Amanda