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so.
the past couple weeks i've been feeling real distressed.. more than ever. and it just hit me out of nowhere. there are just so many fucking thoughts going through my head that i can't really shove them all into one category or even.. a couple.. to write down & explain. my mind is just fulll of a clusterfuck of bullshit. all i need to do is just ... jurastically change something in my life. i need to heal. i need to relax. i need to unwind.
but on a different note of something i have been thinking about lately.. like when i was at work, cause for some reason, when i'm there and see all these different people come in & out it really gets me thinking.. i started to wonder about fate. like.. do we create our own, or is it truely decided for us? maybe there is a set path & we have to make our own decisions... or maybe they're already made for us? maybe everything will lead to a fate we are assigned to and there's nothing we can do to change it.. or maybe we can choose our own.
the only solid fact is that nothing is for sure & nothing is ever what it seems, how comforting is that?
the past couple weeks i've been feeling real distressed.. more than ever. and it just hit me out of nowhere. there are just so many fucking thoughts going through my head that i can't really shove them all into one category or even.. a couple.. to write down & explain. my mind is just fulll of a clusterfuck of bullshit. all i need to do is just ... jurastically change something in my life. i need to heal. i need to relax. i need to unwind.
but on a different note of something i have been thinking about lately.. like when i was at work, cause for some reason, when i'm there and see all these different people come in & out it really gets me thinking.. i started to wonder about fate. like.. do we create our own, or is it truely decided for us? maybe there is a set path & we have to make our own decisions... or maybe they're already made for us? maybe everything will lead to a fate we are assigned to and there's nothing we can do to change it.. or maybe we can choose our own.
the only solid fact is that nothing is for sure & nothing is ever what it seems, how comforting is that?